I told ya...

Can I call 'em or what? I told ya if it looks too good to be true, it probably is, right? Damn, I'm good. Got an e-mail from Jimmie today saying that he really liked me but he was turning his life over to God and focusing on his classes right now and he didn't have time for a relationship, especially one with someone who was so demanding. Demanding?? How the hell am I demanding? I never asked that fucker for anything, unless you count wanting to spend ONE day a week with him. Geez, what the hell was I thinking, asking him to give up one day so we could actually spend some time together. What a dumb-ass I am. Ass-face. I hope you get hit by a bus on the way to school.


Christina, that was not nice.


Sorry, I take it back.


Wait, fuck that, no I don't.


Anyways, I'm glad it all went down early in the game before I got myself all wrapped up in him like I usually do with the men in my life. Did I mention that 2 of my friends have told me recently that I am too loyal? I gotta get a grip on that shit. Guess I am gonna try this single thing whether I want to or not, huh? Oh well...I have some shit I wanna do here soon anyhow that would only be hindered if I was "involved". Like, for my birthday, I wanna go get my nose pierced. Or a tattoo. Or maybe both. And on the 11th, I'm going to see Lynard Skynard and 3 Doors Down in concert with 3 of my good friends. I'm excited about that. Can you believe that I have only ever been to one other concert in my lifetime?? How pathetic is that? But that one concert was Aerosmith and Jonny Lang opened for them and it was awesome. I think it was the Nine Lives tour...I don't remember exactly now, but it totally fucking rocked. That was a long time ago, though...But I'm excited.

On a much sadder note, my Indian friend called tonight...I cried while I was on the phone with him. He kept saying how much he missed me and how he should have thought more about it before he moved out there because the people out there are so not friendly and he has met a few people at his new job, but hasn't met one person outside of work that will do more than say hello...Not even his new neighbors. That really made me sad because I miss him so freaking bad, I can't stand it. He asked me if I would ever consider coming out there and spending a weekend with him. Hell yeah!! That way I can stalk my future husband. Seriously though, I would totally love to do that, if I can swing it...But who knows. I guess we'll see.

Drama Queen and I baked a cake tonight for practice for her 4-H foods project. It was a peach cake. FUCKING AWESOME. I'll e-mail ya the recipe if ya want it.

Ok, I'm out. Nothing left to bitch about for tonight. I'm sure I'll think of something later.