Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Pot calling the kettle black...
Ok, I've had enough of the bullshit. The Ex called me a whore tonight. That is taking things too far. The reason he is giving me for being so angry with me for dating Truck Driver is that I haven't made things right with him yet. WTF?? I've been trying for the past 6 weeks to try to work things out and he won't even hear of it so how is this my fault? And how am I a whore for waiting 6 weeks to finally move on and try to meet new people when he jumped into bed with the new girlfriend the very next day after we broke up?? I have given an extra effort to keep things professional at work also, but he drags it in here too so something has to give. I hate the idea of trying to find a new job and starting all over because I will have a very hard time finding something that would start out paying me what I make now after 5 years. Plus I fucking hate job interviews. I hate trying to sell myself to a complete stranger. And I suck big time at bragging about my accomplishments and my resume sucks ass. But I don't know how much longer I can work in this environment. The logical thing would be for him to find a new job, because I make more money than he does, but he is being a complete asshole about the whole deal. I'm to the point right now where I don't care anymore. If he thinks I'm a whore, maybe I'll start acting like one. Or maybe not...I certainly don't want my 11 year old daughter to grow up thinking that promiscuity is a good thing. But then again, as long as I limit myself to one partner, that's not bad, right? Alright, I'll quit...I gotta get to work anyhow...
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